whitesuicide

I'm in a kind of strange mood. I sit at home and sing stupid songs an... I'm happy? TWO WEEKS.....! TWO weeks and I finaly go to the UK for a week. I'm really looking forward to it! Today I am going to by some things like shampoo, and some other needfull things.  AND I really have to dye my hair. It looks kind of strange... That is a total drama cause my boyfriend comes with me to the shoppingtour and i want to look cute... great... fabulous. I don't know why, cause he is used to me when I look like this --> :alientwo: But today I want to be adorable. :giggle: I think I have nothing more to say... wait... I really want to thank my cute

I'm really angry! Why? The whole life of some people seems to take part in this stupid invention called ICQ! It seems that they come home and sit in front of ICQ and talk about this and that... Well yes, that's no problem, but i feel like excluded because of the fact that I don't have the time for 3 houres ICQ a day! Dates are made while this people are online and everybody knows what's up at least one week before BUT nobody thiks of me... and if someone remembers me some days before the event I have some other things to do that day. Well nobody thinks that he (or she) hast to tell me what is going on in his (her) life at the moment... W

..... .... Well... I think little Suicide has to tell you a story. :alphaosiris: Today I woke up and I had the feeling that the world today is not worth to staying up. I was sad cause I missed some friends of mine who visited me yesterday. so I walked through the streats and with every step this day became worser and i felt like crying. There were so many different feelings inside of me... i felt lonely... sad... empty... But later I saw Chistina... she is a girl of my english advanced course and really a cute person. After a few minutes she said to me : "Oh, I have something for you!" and she gave me some really cute white fishnet